Watching Jude’s cam show stirs desires Shawn’s always denied...
Shawn is adrift. Recently graduated, he’s stuck in a dead-end job that barely pays the bills. His girlfriend dumped him, his friends have moved on, and he’s still in Plymouth—going nowhere.
Jude is a student living in the same shared house. Out and proud, he’s everything Shawn’s been running from since he hit puberty. When Shawn discovers Jude works as a cam boy, he can’t resist the urge to watch one of his shows. It makes Shawn want things that scare him, yet his fascination forces him to confront his attraction.
Keen to explore his bicurious side, Shawn suggests they do a show together. Jude agrees, and things get complicated—and kinky—fast. But Jude isn’t looking to get involved with someone so deep in the closet. If Shawn’s going to get what he wants, he needs to find the courage to stop hiding from himself and be honest about who he is.
Length: 52,000 words approx.
Although this book is part of the Housemates series, it has new main characters, a satisfying happy ending, and can be read as a standalone.
Series Information and Links
The Housemates Series is a collection of standalone stories set around a student house in Britain. This new adult series focuses on themes of self-discovery and sexual awakening.
Helping Hand (Housemates #1)
Like a Lover (Housemates #2)
Practice Makes Perfect (Housemates #3)
Watching and Wanting by Jay Northcote
My rating: 5 of 5 stars
Sooooo...what is it about Mister J and college boys and their hotness that drives me hot and bothered?
Damn, Shawn and Jude are so freakin' good and natural together!
And Mr.J knew how to writes hotness and sweetness at the same time.
And made my cute cheeks blushed when Jude did that to that practically virgin Shawn! Cough...cough...
I liked the interactions among all the housemates, especially Mac and Jez..OMG they're so obvious.
Poor Shawn. Good thing is, Jude understood. And whatever Jude said to him, I think it was just opened his eyes about his sexuality. Shawns denial about his sexuality didn't bother me at all, it was a right portion of denial, me think.
Oh, and the hotness guys...better NOT reading this one in public! Consider yourself warned!
Just can't helped myself to tell you the good news! Jay Northcote, you nailed it babe!
Read the book!
* I received the ARC from the author in exchange of a fair and unbiased review*
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Jay lives just outside Bristol in the West of England. He comes from a family of writers, but always used to believe that the gene for fiction writing had passed him by. He spent years only ever writing emails, articles, or website content.
One day, Jay decided to try and write a short story—just to see if he could—and found it rather addictive. He hasn’t stopped writing since.
Jay writes contemporary romance about men who fall in love with other men. He has five books published by Dreamspinner Press, and also self-publishes under the imprint Jaybird Press. Many of his books are now available as audiobooks.
Jay is transgender and was formerly known as she/her.